Wednesday, February 6, 2008

I could say my life started when I took the SE Weekend last Dec 8-10, 2006. From then on everything was just happening really fast. There were moments that I’d feel that I’ve stepped back, times I felt I’m just steady, other times I felt victorious like I’ve achieved some momentous award/achievement, time I wana cry, times I’ve cried, times I’ve felt frustrated, times I’ve felt agitated, times I’ve felt self-righteous, times I’ve felt giving, generous, loving, kind….

All these big cauldron of emotions I call my life…

I wanted it to be still, be always happy, to taste the same every single day…doing the same thing over and over every single day expecting different results all the time…

In my love life (or lack thereof), career, family life, friends…..

It was crazy.

Until I prayed this extraordinary prayer of Jabez, which opened a lot of possibilities. I told shep, I’ve decided to really Let Go and Let God, to be unreasonable, unstoppable,

Then I took the Landmark Forum, and it was all the more reinforced. I know now that my life is really meant to impact others, the fundamental thing is to serve, to increase HIM, because I now recognize that I am nothing, life is empty and meaningless and every moment is a clear space in creating all the possibilities to be extraordinary.

I am now free to BE every moment of my life. For others and fundamentally, for HIM.

AMDG.

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