Nothing gives a girl a fresh surge of energy than a hot cup of cappuccino on a monday morning...mmmm...I need to get a nice dose of it before I kick off. Yep! I'm gonna be productive today.=)
Anyway, the weekend that passed was very pleasant. Although I had a hangover yesterday (whoa never had an HO for the longest time), it was nonetheless very nice, and as I quote my friend "it was one for the books."
I had an epiphany. I just mistook everything. Remember my last post about being ALL IN? Apparrently, I realized that I'm not into him. I prayed about it, and for some magical reason He let things unfold in front of me. God is really good. I have no regrets. I'm really grateful because I let Him do His work, and I observed myself, my reactions, my feelings, what I think, etc. while giving it a chance.
I may not be making sense in articulating how I feel in this journal, but I really feel that it is all making sense to me now.
Nothing can make me kick my shoes off, start anything that I am supposed to be doing but left unattended coz of my confusion, but a nice dose of Clarity.=)
As for me, after 4 years and counting, I'm still going to wait for the fireworks and lightning...while seeing the person clearly, not just superficially. I'd be a little careful though with living prophylactically and doing fire prevention coz I might miss my OTL.=)
Great Monday to everyone! God Bless.
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