Geez.
I never know i can be this fickle! for days I've been on a high because i felt a career clarity. but in one swift mood switch the world suddenly turned gray as i realized i wanted to achieve so much more. those are days when i feel like im back in high school again, rebelde days against my parents for holding me by the neck, which i don't think they make me feel intentionally but nonetheless...
great. my sister is accumulating TONS of money in her job. oh goodie. i wanted to do the same thing but i never wanna work for the money. i wanna work for my passion. i thought it was interior design. but just the mention of meters and CAD (good grief long hours of CAD! no. freaking. way.) and i suddenly wanted to turn my heels and sit back on my deskchair and bury my face on the piles of pending work that i have taken for granted, due to my being an emotional whack coz of....
haha ESTROGENS!
you got that right. it was THAT time of the month. nothing else.
i'm back to being my old marketing self once again my friend.
i am so back.
thank goodness.
Thank You God for the grace. I needed it.
